Nakapagtataka
by Jim Paredes

Walang tigil ang gulo sa aking pag-iisip
Mula nang tayo'y nagpasyang maghiwalay
Nagpaalam pagkat hindi tayo bagay
Nakapagtataka, oh.

Kung bakit ganito ang a-king kapalaran
Di ba't ilang ulit ka nang nagpaalam
At bawat paalam ay puno ng iyakan
Nakapagtataka, nakapagtataka

Hindi ka ba napapagod, o di kaya'y nagsasawa
Sa ating mga tampuhang walang hanggang katapusan
Napahid na ang mga luha, damdamin at puso'y tigang
Wala nang maibubuga, wala na 'kong maramdaman.

Kung tunay tayong nagmamahalan
Ba't di tayo magkasunduan
Oh, oh.

Walang tigil ang ulan at nasaan ka, araw
Napano na'ng pag-ibig sa isa't isa
Wala na bang nananatiling pag-asa
Nakapagtataka, saan ka napunta?

Hindi ka ba napapagod, o di kaya'y nagsasawa
Sa ating mga tampuhang walang hanggang katapusan
Napahid na ang mga luha, damdamin at puso'y tigang
Wala nang maibubuga, wala na 'kong maramdaman.

Kung tunay tayong nagmamahalan
Ba't di tayo magkasunduan
Oh, oh.


This song has been playing a lot in my mind lately. Hehe. For some reason, you seem to like this song. Well, we had yet another one of our classic fights. Sometimes I feel you getting tired of this, maybe even giving up easily... I don't blame you. It gets a little tedious at times. There are moments where we wish we could just go to sleep and act like nothing happened in the morning.

But actually...

I don't mind the fights. Hehe. Okay, I know the fighting and the crying and the pain in the heart sucks, but the making up after the fight... Man, those are the good times for me. It's like starting with a clean slate, you and I. Only, we know better and we're a little wiser. Hehe. I mean, you're right. The fighting about the same thing over and over gets a little old eventually, but I don't think we do that all the time. Hehe. I try as much as I can to end the fight (as in really end) right there and then so that we don't have another fight about it again. Hehe. But if I slip once in a while, I am sorry.

I am sorry for all the fights in the past... For all the stuff I pulled... For all the cheap shots... For being a brat... For being overly sensitive... For being psycho at times... And for all the things that I didn't even know I did that hurt you and made mad. And I'm sorry too for all the future fights that we're going to have. Hehe, coz I know we'll have them.

And lastly, I don't believe this song. This song reminds me of you, but just because you always sing this. Hahaha! I would never get tired of you. Of us. I would never question our love, just like this song. And the fights, hehe, I don't mind them... Eh kung palagi ba naman akong may chocolate cake with "Peace?" written on it eh. Hahahaha! Joke lang... +.