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Memoirs of a Geisha by Arthur Golden
Deception Point by Dan Brown


Currently Listening To...

Over You
by Daughtry

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.


Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.


Huwag mo nang itanong sa akin
Di ko rin naman sasabihin
Huwag mo nang itanong sa akin
At di ko na iisipin


You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.


Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,


I got over you.


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Saturday, February 28, 2004
A New Sense Of Self
 
Yesterday, I attended a seminar with some of my friends. My friend asked me to meet him at some place at 7:20 am. I woke up early. I really did. But of course, shit happened and I was late. A-fucking-gain!

I always thought there was a reason why I am what I am. You know what I mean? And I always asked myself why. I always came up with such lame reasons (which would be too embarrassing for me to enumerate) and while driving to pick up my sister today, I hit a blinding realization.

All my life I have been late. I always make people wait. (Oooh! That rhymed!) I think the worse one was when Arf waited for me for two hours in Shell South super hi-way. He must've drank about 4 cups of caramel machiato in Starbucks. When I finally came, the look on his face was horrifying. Anyway, back to my original point... I think I finally figured out what was wrong with me and that was it. I am always late. I always make people wait that's why God is making me late too. I shared this with my sister and cousin while eating at Yellow Cab Pizza Co. and I think they too hit blinding realizations. I figure, for a person, until you find what is "wrong" with you, and do something to remedy it, one will never be ultimately happy.

Like for me.

I always want to have "that" type of relationship. You know? The one you only read about in books. The one you know would never happen to you, but still in the back of your head you wish it would. And I know I've had a fair share of great guys, but I still never feel the way I always imagined I would feel, you know? I don't know. Maybe I'm just really idealistic and hardly ever satisfied, maybe that's what's wrong with me.

But no.

I think it's time I make am-after-the-new-year's resolution. From now on I would try not to be late. I would get a really, really loud alarm clock and I would sleep early. (Of course, now doesn't count it's 1:45 in the morning.) And I would always manage my time well.

Hey! It couldn't hurt. It's just like what Jay always used to say, "hindi lang sayo umiikot ang mundo mo, may tao din sa paligid mo na naapektohan sa bawat galaw mo!" Maybe if I thought more about others and quit worrying about my self involved needs then I could prove that I really am ready to be the person I aspire to be. And maybe even share it with the person I wish to share it with.

Later today I'll tell you all what has been happening to me and why I haven't been writing on my blog. But for now, I have to hit the sack. Hey! I have an after-the-new-year's resolution, right? Goodnight people!

chumika si menasha at  1:28 AM | 0 comments


Friday, February 27, 2004
Welcome Everyone!
 
Welcome to the new and improved m y s t i q u e...

A more in depth look into my sick and twisted head. I was getting tired of all the "green" of my previous blog, that's why I changed it into a more colorful and cheesy one. Hehe! Anyway, just sit back, relax and enjoy the ride.

And oh...

Fasten your seatbelts!

chumika si menasha at  12:01 AM | 0 comments


 
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