Dear You,
I woke up today with that funny feeling again. The kind I get when I feel like there's something that's not right. You know? That feeling when you're missing something... Or someone. It's strange that I'm admitting this to you right now because I am missing someone... You. I feel like it's been weeks since we last saw each other or spoken to one another when I just saw you the other day, and we just spoke on the phone a few minutes ago. Truth is, I feel like there is, yet again, something going on between us that we don't talk about. But it could be just me... Or it could be because we're both busy with work and things that we have to do.
Yeah. I guess that's it. We're just too busy. But is this how life is going to be from now on? I hope not. But if it is the case then we would just have to get used to it right? I mean, we dealt with pretty tough things before, this would just be a piece of cake for us. I mean... It would be, right?
Anyway, basically, the point of this letter is simply to tell you something I am too chicken shit to say in person... I miss You. And I love You. Hehe. You're probably not going to get a chance to read this anyway, but there you go... Just in case.
Love, GayeBar
I'm a lurker at your blog site. I find your writings very creative and wonderfully written, so though I don't know you and never met you, I still read your blog. I haven't put up any comments before because I didn't know how to begin. But I just have to say ... you captured the words right out of my heart and put them in your blog. It's exactly what I wanted to say to a person in my life. SIGH!
it's me again ... thanks for dropping by my site and leaving me a comment ... you and I are treading similar paths ... I'm also missing someone who's right in front of me ... and though he's reaching out, because of all that happened in the past, it's difficult for me to "come close."
btw, I'm a Filipina who lives in the US now.