I think I heard someone say once that no one can ever be over fatigued. He or she said that when someone is fatigued, it is like saying that the person has literally no more energy or some shit like that.

Hmmm... Interesting.

My sister emailed me a test to take to see if you are stressed. There are three pictures. The email says, the speed of the pictures' movements in your eyes determine the level of stress you are feeling. The faster the movement, the more stressed you are. It also said that lunatics see those pictures literally spinning around. And that kids and seniors see them still.

Hmmm... Interesting.

Here are the pictures.







This one only moves when I blink my eyes.







This one doesn't move much.







This is moving like crazy.




It scared me a bit at first. I really didn't feel tired at all. Okay, I had problem sleeping because I had a lot to think about and I had a monster Starbucks coffee with the Crew 211 last night. Well, I had a lot to think about mainly because of them. They gave me some pretty good things to ponder on about stuff that are going on in my life. They really listened to me. I don't know why I've been so afraid to open up to them. Crew 211, you guys are the best!!! =)

When I woke up this morning, I admit it was forced, but I felt rested nonetheless. Had a little problem with the gate of the Mysterious vehicle because my mom and dad brought the key, AYOS! But it was fine. I was late, but then again, what else is new?

So why am I stressed?

Maybe it's one of those things that you don't really have and when someone tells you that you have it, you start feeling like you really do have it. Hmmm... Like cancer. When someone has cancer, you get chemotherapy. Well how do we know that cancer is not caused by chemotherapy, did you ever think about that? Hmmm... Food for thought.

But see... I am tired.

I'm tired of all this "I'm doing okay" crap. Because I'm not. I just want to have one day of not thinking about it. I'm done thinking. Thinking doesn't get me anywhere. Thinking only sinks me deeper and deeper until I only get a glimpse of the dying light. I'm tired. And I'm done.