Finally, my blog is good to go. Thanks for the help and support of my friends Podi and Jett who helped me with the confusing html chervaloo that my mind just couldn't comprehend.

I missed my blog. I missed writing in my blog. But now, all's well and good and back to normal.

First order of business.

Why is it that whenever I have a fight with someone, people always assume it's my fault? If I say, "nag-away kami ni ______." they'll always say, "ano nanaman ginawa mo!?" It's not even, "bakit, ano nangyari?"

HINDI!

"Ano nanaman ang ginawa mo?!" Why do they automatically assume, I was at fault? Is it in my nature? Do I have a 666 sign on my forehead screaming to the world "EVIL!" I don't know why I even care, as long as I know in my heart that I didn't do anything, well... evil. But it just really bothered me when I was confronted (well, maybe confronted is too harsh a word for it) by my friend while he was eating lunch in the pantry last night. Maybe I was just being paranoid, but I cannot help but think he was judging me.

Fine... Fine... The fight started with me. I admit it. It's my fault. All my fault. (No, it's Kiko's fault! Hehe!) I was wrong. I know that now, and I'm sorry.

You see, for a person who I think does not care about what people say or think, I never realized that my words meant something to you. You know what they say, words could hurt more than a twenty-five-million-wheeler truck running over one's body 67 times. I think it's because we see each other all the time and we've grown to be close that I'm so comfortable with you that I forgot about the boundaries. At least something good came out of this. Now I know how I should treat you and not bombard you with snide remarks. And maybe, just maybe, we can look back at this after twenty years and laugh.

Naks ang drama nampucha!

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

t's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just don't

Gimme a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...

I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah,
and I know I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah,
maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Yeah I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow it may change
Maybe a better day...

--Tomorrow-- by Avril Lavigne