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Over You
by Daughtry

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.


Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.


Huwag mo nang itanong sa akin
Di ko rin naman sasabihin
Huwag mo nang itanong sa akin
At di ko na iisipin


You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.


Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,


I got over you.


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Sunday, October 17, 2004
Pain in my heart
 
It was an oh-so-fun weekend.

Friday - We went to Market Market, Cubao and galle. Mega shopping ito!!! Ano ba! Wala na akong pera.

Saturday - Oh so fun!!! First, we watched the NSI - Earthlink Cable game. We lost. But it's ok. It's all part of the grand scheme of things. Things happen for a reason. (And the reason is you...)

THEN we went to Shangri-La to eat. We saw our ever beloved friend Adonis Estrada. He was supposed to go to The Medical City (emphasis on the "The") to have a check-up because his back is hurting. But we had coffee and everntually persuaded him to come with us to Antipolo. Yahoooooooooo!

Tayo na sa Antipolo... At doon magpakalasing tayo...

On the ride going up the mountains, mega bonding ito! At lalong-lalu na pagdating na mismo sa Cloud 9. It was fun. The food was great. Medyo mahal ang beer, pero keri lang. =) Putanik, I mean, Phunatik, was so shang-sha! Which is really overwhelming because I go to Antipolo all the time and I've forgotten how beautiful it was and seeing Phunatik all excited and shang-sha was bringing back all the good memories when I was an Antipolo girl.

After that we went to the church. It was exceptional. It had the feeling. You know, it was really like going to the province where everything was so simple. You're hungry, you eat. You're feeling hot, you take a dip into the lake. You want to have fun, you go outside the streets and mingle with the people.

It was simple.

No worries. Like all problems disappeared for a moment. Like what I mentioned before in my blog... For 5 minutes, you have peace.

Then we went straight to my house to do a videoke marathon. Siyempre pasentihan ang chika ng mundo namin. Parang mamatay ka nalang.

Then we went back to the city. Snap back to reality, oh there goes gravity... -Eminem

Back to the blinding lights and complicated life that we escaped for 6 hours. We went to The Fort Gloria Jeans and we continued to bond and talk about our lives. I got to know my friends more. When I started my new life as a kasali-na-sa-workforce-ampowtah person, I never really thought I'd make friends. Well, ang lungkot naman nun, diba?! Pero di nga... But now... Wow!

Now, my friend Putanik, I mean, Phunatik, (hehe) we got to know her storyambuhay which is like I told her before, makes me believe in fairy tales again. Ok, ok, not really a fairy tale ending, YET!!! But I really believe (in my heart) that she would find the person who would treat her the way she deserves to be treated, take care of her and love her unconditionally (like she says, someone who will accept how she became complete), laugh with her when she's being an adik, give her a hug and let her cry when she's feeling sad and listening to Eva Cassidy's Time After Time, hold her hand when she's crossing the street, give her small things that mean the world like chocolates, someone she could freely love without having to feel scared, someone who could make her give in and let go, someone who could make her forget that she ever cried.

And we never know... That person could be the next person who calls her "Jing!" (Paki-clarify, madaming tumatawag sa kanya na Jing!) Ahihihihihihi! =)

And once that happens, I would be the happiest girl in the world because I know that love still works. If not for me, at least for others.

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

By the way, I changed my about me in my template. It's now my favorite exerpt from the bible. "If I have all faith as to move mountains but do not have love, I am nothing." 1 Corinthian 13:2

Ano baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

chumika si menasha at  9:27 AM

Comments:

sa ePLDT pare...hay naku, extremes sila. I hope magtagal me dito...scary nung una pro enjoy na rin..hehe..basahin mo na lng blog ko for more. Miss you na rin gaye!!! ako nga pala ung anonymous girl sorry forgot to post my name..

=)

-->Den

Anonymous Anonymous @ 6:31 PM  

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