putting my heart back together

..if I cry out with fear I'd feel more afraid.

I am having a shitty week. I feel so bad because I'm not improving at work and I know jobs come and go... But I love my work. Not the work work but the account, the people, the place, the friends I made. Aaaaaaaaaargh!!! And I'm quoting the song Wonder by Embrace because like the first line says, "All the signs were there for me to see..." and I'm feeling if I lose this job, I shouldn't be surprised because I knew all along... I know as early as now that if I don't clean up my act I could lose.

All the signs were there for me to see,
If I cry out with fear I'll feel more afraid,
So beat, the sense back into me,
Cos you are like forbidden fruit out of my reach

And I forgot what I have, sometimes
But if everyone has there shot and moves on
and you can't get out the way
well its you wonder will save

You were mine and now you're mine to want
And I knew if you'd cut the cord and rushed like balloons I'd fall
Its criminal to pause as you basked in the season of I had it all

And I forgot what I had, sometimes
But if everyone has there shot and moves on
and you can't get out the way
and its all for the best its all alive
and everyone has their day

Cos if everyone has there shot and moves on
and you just get in the way
well its you wonder will save
La,la,la,La,la,la,La,la,la...

Don't let them make you feel small with their hands like guns at your head,
they'll claw but they'll never win if you let wonder in...

Cos if everyone has there shot and moves on
and you can't get out the way
and its all for the best its all alive
and everyone has their day

Cos if everyone has there shot and moves on
and you just get out the way
well its you wonder will save

Cos if everyone has there shot and moves on
and you can't get out the way
and its all for the best its all alive
and everyone has their day
But if everyone has there shot and moves on
and you just get out the way
well its you wonder will save
Yeah its you wonder will save
Yeah its you wonder will save.

Wonder by Embrace

I remember a classic song... "...knock knock knockin on heaven's door..." great stuff... :)

You'll not lose on this one GBG, not without a fight. Hehe...miss you bitch! Smile...and think positive. (you taught me that.) Cge ka malulungkot din si Pog...and all the other guys out there. ;)