I don't think I'm ever going to see Miguel again. It's been daaaaaaaaaayz... And you know how days can go by so fast when you're terribly missing someone. I especially tried to look and smell good today. Haha! But is he here? Nooooooooooeeeew... What if I never see him again until January? What if then next words uttered in our mouths would be, "Merry Christmas!"? Or worse...

"Oy, birthday mo pala ngayon? Happy birthday!"

That's FEBRUARY!!!

I'm losing all hope. I want to take tomorrow off. I think I need and deserve a break. I want to die. This is all this stupid workstation's fault!

On a lighter note, it's Sunday in the states today. I hope I don't get weird calls. And I think there's another potential object of my affection around me. I've had an eye on him since the first week of training. Hihihihihihihihi! But there's no kilig factor like Miguel. Btw, I caught a glimpse of him, but only just... Where? I'm not gonna tell you! A girl should have secrets!

Yeah, to those of you emailing and asking, I'm a girl dammit!

Anyway, I don't even have the strength to type anymore. I'm going to add another food for thought for you guys.

1. I always wanted to have some one to hold, someoneto love. And now that you've come into my life...(Inside card) - I've changed my mind.

2. I must admit, you brought religion into my life...(Inside card) - I never believed in Hell until I met you

3. As the days go by, I think how lucky I am....(Inside card)- That you're not here to ruin it for me.

4. Congratulations on your promotion. Before you go....(Inside card) - Will you take the knife from my back? You'll probably need it again.

5. Someday I hope to marry.(Inside card) - Someone other than you.6. Happy Birthday! You look great for your age....(Inside card) - Almost lifelike!

7. When we were together, you said you'd die for me..(Inside card) - Now we've broken up, I think it's time to keep your promise.

8. We've been friends for a very long time.(Inside card) - What do you say we stop?

9. I'm so miserable without you...(Inside card) - It's almost like you're still here.

10. Congratulations on your new bundle of joy...(Inside card) - Did you ever find out who the father was?

11. You are such a good friend. If we were on a sinking ship and there was only one life jacket...(Inside card) - I'd miss you terribly and think of you often.

12. Your friends and I wanted to do something really special for your birthday...(Inside card) - So we're having you put to sleep.

13. Happy Birthday, Uncle Dad!(Available only in Alabama, Mississippi, and West Virginia)

14.Looking back over the years we've been together, I can't help but wonder...(Inside card) - What was I thinking?

15. Congratulations on your wedding day!...(Inside card) - Too bad no one likes your husband