I am now in the process of reevaluating my life again. I have always had this vision of myself as basically good. I mean, even though I may not always do the right thing, I believe in my heart that above all, my best interests are always toward the greater good. But yesterday, after an incident with my mom, I got to thinking about myself and whether I am basically good. So I asked my sister, who I think knows me above all and would honestly tell me the truth. Well, she said whatI never thought she'd say.

I don't get it. I mean, I know that the only critique that should matter is myself, but maybe I'm blinded by my ego and self worth that I am failing to see my true self. Maybe, like a great play, I am also acting in this great tragedy that is my life. Now, I think I should stop. Drop the great act and be true to myself. Now I just need to figure out if I want to use my power for good instead of evil.

I mean, what are my real priorities in life? Reality check, I have all the power in my life right now. (I won't go through all the details right now. Hehe!) Now, I just have to use my power for good instead of evil. And prove to myself what I knew all along. That I am basically good.

I am!